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Name: TG Gender: Female
Interests: Writing, analyzing, thinking, discussing, reading, drawing, photography, and... writing : ) Expertise: writing, art, music, making people laugh Occupation: student but I also babysit, cl
Message: message me Website: visit my website AIM: santorinie01
Member Since:
4/29/2006
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| Holding hands driving along the highway and almost getting lost; 3x neck goodbye. Cheek kiss. Big smile. Orange hat. Grey scarf. Goodnight texts & morning 'hello's. Cuddling in apartment beds. Grand piano concerts. Avatar 35 minutes early with 3D glasses. Texting at the same time. Special together time. Great friend time. | | |
| He. A gentleman. Nights filled with moving weight, sex in the city, and free love on the side; Life is more than fulfilling. He saves me when I have no one; I save him back. 3D movies, meeting new souls, seeing one another at our best and worst. Orange hats, grey scarves, medicinal joy, and glorious music; They fill every crevice that is our continuous world. A world different than the one you can see, A world that fits in the palm of our hands, Or the valves of our hearts. One so alive, that every breath taken is a passionate kiss towards that which is around it. His smile after, When he calls me crazy, Warm electrical currents charge through to my core. A love undefined, In no need of a definition, Encompasses this connection I have found, That of which, I wish to last. And so as always I turn in, Knowing that not twelve hours later, His name will be on the caller ID. He. | | |
| A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it's left me blind The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat I tried to find the sound But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness, So darkness I became The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart I took the stars from our eyes, and then I made a map And knew that somehow I could find my way back Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too So I stayed in the darkness with you The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart | | |
| It's raining here, today. I've been awake for 78 hours. The town is covered in a pale grey that masks over any possible color. I drank and smoked a little bit much. I'm permanently depressed as of last weekend. Yesterday, I met Tim. He's transferring here next year and coming back for Halloween. Tim has a tongue ring, Light blue eyes, Scruffy brown hair, A really sweet smile. Kelsey's mom and sisters are here. They invited me to go out with them for food and shopping. I said no because I always sabotage myself into sitting alone when sad. I'm sad. I'm happy about Tim, and all my friends. But I'm sad. ... I waited a few days. I stayed online constantly. He never said anything. It made me crazy. He signed on, I felt a punch in the gut, I sat still until he left. Not wanting to miss a moment, Of him. ... I had to help myself. ... I blocked his screen name on AIM. I blocked him from my Facebook site. ... I think about him every day and every night before I fall asleep. Flashes of the weekends I spent with him run through my mind. Flashes of his face when he sleeps, Or the feel of his skin pressed against mine. ... Why do we love? All it does is kill us in the end.
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| giant party all weekend i am so fucking excited i can hardly breathe. oh, and i met the most amazing guy and am in love. :) having a fantastic life!!! never want this feeling to go away = <3 | | |
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